I hope I don't miss

    This is mostly that typical fear of failing, or having already failed.
Occasionally, I won't ever get this feeling towards one subject. My dreams of becoming a tattoo artist, I've never really faultered from the idea that I wouldn't be happy doing that for the rest of my life. It's a dream I very much want to be a reality. However, I'm not worried about my dreams, I'm worried about my loved ones. I hope I never fail them, and right now I feel as if I've let one of them down. I hate it, and hopefully I can make that up to her. I don't want any of them to feel as if they're alone in this world, and I'm certain thats pretty much how she felt yesterday.

   I'm very much excited for halloween, even tomorrow. I'm going to show some of my halloween loving pride, by being a mild zombie for school. I've experimented with food coloring to get it just right. I put a drop of blue on my tongue, swish it around, then an additional two drops in my gums, swish. it creates a beautifully gruesome smile. Also I plan to drool down my chin which creates a black acidic looking saliva. I wish I had contacts to top it all off, but I work with what I got. :P this may be my last blog for the weekend, but I really hope everyone out there has a wicked halloween.